Purpose

I can't focus. I've been trying to do my homework now for the past 2.5 hours. I have three sentences of my essay written so far...

My brain is kind of scattered so this won't be too long of a post.

Basically today went from being shitty... I slept through my third yoga class. If I miss more than 3 yoga classes I fail. I truly pray that I don't fail yoga. How pathetic would that be.

Then I went to observe a child, and I ran into Lucy and I met her mother and her mother said that Lucy adored me. I was in a really good mood after that. Then I went back to my room and procrastinated online... and then I went to the senior dinner and was in a fairly good mood... then I went to dinner and was in a super excited super good mood. Then somewhere along the way I got into a really depressed mood... and now I'm okay again.

I feel like my emotions are just absolutely crazy lately. I feel like I have no control over them. No control whatsoever.

I think I have figured out one of my problems. My problem is that I feel like I don't have meaning or purpose in life.

I will expand more later.