A Saturday morning

And once again the pit at the bottom of my stomach persists. Why won't it go away? What can I do to make it go away? Anyone? Any ideas? Please?

Today I woke up early because our TA for Research Methods in Clinical Psychology set aside some extra hours to help us all out with SPSS and how to do the different tests and stuff. Our TA is really such a great person. He has gone completely out of his way to help us out and make sure we all understand what we're doing. I just feel like a complete idiot in that class however. I don't know why I'm having such difficulty understanding things. And then today, it seemed like everyone was progressing through the problems so much faster than I was, I just kept staring at them blankly. I was the first to leave because I just couldn't take it anymore. I needed a break, I needed to do something else. Then I actually went to Dewick, and even considered going to the gym, but the second I got to my room I got tired and ended up taking a two hour nap.

And here I am. I think I might still try to go to the gym after this. Perhaps it will help me focus, and really I just haven't gone in such a long while.

I am really liking yoga. It's always so amazing to me how during the workout it doesn't necessarily feel like a super challenging workout like say running or lifting weights does, but the next day I am always so surprisingly sore. It's a good feeling though. I enjoy feeling sore because then I know that I am improving and getting stronger.

I swear I had thought of something more meaningful to say.. but now I can't remember. I hate how frequently that seems to happen to me. Oh well. Maybe I'll remember later.