A new me.

It is almost 6 am and I have class tomorrow morning but I don't care, I just felt I had to write. For the first time in about 3 years I feel truly happy. For me happiness really is a state of being and really has very little to do with the events that occur in life. Getting depressed because someone died? That's normal. Being consistently depressed for no reason. That's not normal. I think I first realized that I struggled with depression in 9th grade.