I have a tendency to over-analyze everything. Now in some situations it can be a good thing, but usually it just gets in the way. I obsess. I think about every single situation and every single possibility.
Sometimes when I actually say some of the things I have excruciatingly over-analyzed it can be rather humorous.
On the one hand, I've been trying hard to be more honest with myself and honest about myself. A part of that has included admitting to people that I do struggle with depression. It has been a big part of my life and affected who I am today in a lot of ways. However because of this I've lately become kind of paranoid that perhaps people are just pitying me, feeling sorry for me, and are just trying to be nice to me because of this.
I really wish people could just be upfront with me. But maybe I'm just over-thinking things again.
In other news, the midterm I was supposed to have this week got pushed back another week. So that's awesome... but that just gives me longer to procrastinate.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
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